Book excerpt: Please note: This is a companion version & not the original book. Sample Book Insights: #1 I was responding to a modeling ad. I was nervous, but I needed a job. I’d been fired, asked to quit, and just plain not shown up for my last four jobs in five months. I wanted to figure out all the answers to life on my terms. #2 I was too young and shallow to understand anything beyond skin-deep attraction and barfly philosophies. I loved meeting new men and going off to have sex. I never thought of it as giving it up. I got something out of it. #3 For some rare, minority breed of women, it’s the high fashion catwalk. For the rest of us, it’s porn. I was ashamed because deep down inside, it turned me on. I was allured because I didn’t realize how much it turned me on. #4 I had once cheated on my boyfriend Tyler, and I didn’t tell him or anyone else about it. I thought he would never know, and therefore it would never hurt him. I was only twenty years old, and there were a lot of dudes around.