Book excerpt: All Vivienne wants to know is what happens to us if we commit suicide. Her life is a disaster and she needs real answers. Her grandparents and her father are all dead, but she cannot ask them. If only she could. They would tell her what to do. She already knows that her mother would tell her that she must be strong and that she can get through all this shit. Before she can decide, life takes her on a strange and otherworldly path. Maybe she can talk to the dead, but how will she know if that is real or that they are any wiser than her mother?