Book excerpt: "It could be quite relaxing not to have to fulfill their expectations, because in their minds, their world, you were already doing it." Charlie Miller was incomparably typically herself. Always, at every moment. She carried something with her that she didn't want everyone to know right away, because she didn't have the courage to tell others yet. It was up to Charlie herself to find the courage to show everyone, but above all her family, who she really was. Because that was what was going to make her happy, wasn't it? "Soon I will. Will I? Do I dare? I want to, I must. I will. Soon." A queer story leading to the self of reality.