Book excerpt: Sometimes labeled as controversial but always known as an honest seeker of truth, scholar and author Alden Thompson shares how Ellen White escaped a fearful view of God and discovered joy in the Lord. Thompson also explores the meaning of inspiration, looks at how prophets grow, and challenges our assumptions about Scripture and inspired writings. - A Brief Word From the Author; Chapter 1. Ellen White's Story - Briefly; Chapter 2. Which Side?; Chapter 3. The Church and Ellen White; Chapter 4. Adventism's Classic Statements on Inspiration: An Introduction; Chapter 5. My Issues and Yours - and the "Classic Statements"; Chapter 6. The Scary Title; Chapter 7. Violent God? - More Help From the University; Chapter 8. Taking Ellen White to Scotland; Chapter 9. From Codebook to Casebook to Jesus; Chapter 10. From Fear to Joy: The Illustrations; Chapter 11. Hopes and Fears; Appendix A "Introduction" to The Great Controversy pp. v-xii; Appendix B Selected Messages, Book 1, pp. 15-23; Index of Bible Passages Cited; Index of Ellen White References Cited