Book excerpt: First thing's first.This is a zero judgment zone.So when I tell you I hired a total babe as my boy's nanny...You won't criticize my decision making skills.There is one other thing...Said babe is my best friend's little sis - and I don't know how the h*ll I'll be able to keep my hands off her.It's been years since I last saw her.And, boy is she all grown up.Breathtaking eyes that can see right through me...And luscious curves for days.I can't help but think about her putting my son to bed...Only to sneak into my room after...For one WILD night.I can't just betray my best friend.She's everything that's forbidden.And everything I need.So I pushed her away.Now, she's gone for good.And so is the baby she's carrying. Our baby. F*ck what anyone says - I'm going after the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm not turning back.