Book excerpt: Jazilyn Beliamy-Moyé, was given the nick name Jazzibel, from her father as a child. Struggling for answers in a troubled marriage, she is faced with the dark sides of depression that has left her emotionally screaming, "Save me." She looks for comfort through messages in music to relieve her of silence. Searching the Internet for sanity, she meets sax player, Stephan Styles. She hoped to find in him relief from anxiety and anger. Instead she is faced with a more dangerous situation. Stephen is an egotistic musician with a mysterious past. Jazilyn is also dealing with family issues that concern her twin brother's, Me'chael's homosexuality and Michael's drug addiction. Her mother Joanne is not your typical caring mother. The only family support she has is from her youngest brother Maurice and his childhood friend, Pastor Gregory Williams. Jazilyn discovers her husband Lance has a few secrets of his own. She becomes reacquainted with Pastor Gregory Williams. Gregory is engaged to be married, but admires Jazilyn. Childhood memories have tangled ribbons of pain that have caused her to suffocate and her spirit to weaken. How will she pull out of the dark holes and the triangle of men?