Book excerpt: When you're afraid to think it, think it anyway. When you're too scared to feel it, just let go and feel every excruciating second. When you're so worried what other's are thinking about you, you'll die frozen in fear. If you never say what's on your mind, no one will ever pay attention. Neurotic Lusciousness are the deep-seated X rays of the human experience that keep us up all night in a puddle of our own cold sweat, dialing a lover's number at 3 a.m., questioning our own mortality, self-worth, and ability to love and be loved. They are the jolting flashbacks of perfect grace, grinding pain, warm kisses, broken hearts, desolate souls, and new beginnings that demand to be re-visited over and over at a moment's notice. Let it out!