Book excerpt: Synopsis. In life we wonder what it means to make sense of I had an bad day. What do I do now? These simple questions mean an lot in terms of spiritual fulfillment and an sense of blame on does it make sense it is always my fault? When life does not work. We wonder for an long time. If I could. Could I have done something different? In that vein of thought does it make sense. That we are at our lowest depths of hopelessness when we are squabbling about not an lot of money. Let us follow Jason Changkyu on just what happens when there are always more people asking for money. And Jason Changkyu cannot pay Anymore.