Book excerpt: Pastor R.F. Smith, in this personal account of the death of his son, admits his anger at God, relates the long journey of dealing with this anger, and details the process of making a pilgrimage to the place where he could live, work, and love again.bligation to delight and peace in God's all-embracing love.r directions on how to improve the quality of life together in the church for the purpose of achieving mission goals.