Book excerpt: It seems like a dream, then again, a nightmare - something that could happen so quickly. One minute, I am seeing clearly to drive, the next, the evening sun pours over the windshield of my 1999 Plymouth Voyager van. I was blinded. Suddenly, there was a deadly loud sound and a pain in my chest that took my breath away. I felt as though a huge bull had charged me. All I could think was, "God, help me and forgive me!" I was not where I needed to be in life and some of the things in my life could send me to Hell!