Book excerpt: This is the story of a queer son who grew up in a toxic, abusive Muslim household, and of all the people he couldn't love, the hugs he never felt, and the affection he always desired. This book must be released under an alias, not my real name. I hope that someday I can proudly say I wrote it, that it is about my life and the people I loved. I wish I could share with others the stories I witnessed and the laughter I shared. I wish my parents could see and know that I was loved by someone.