Book excerpt: ”I feel guilty even though I didn't do anything. But you give me courage every time you say: The light is coming to give back everything the darkness stole.“ Everybody tells me who I am: selfish, egoistic, heartless, strong-willed, and someone who takes advantage of others. But who am I really after everything that happened? Who am I when I drop the mask? My biggest enemy is myself. Each of the little stories in this book reveal a bit more about me and my life. At only 12 years old, I have probably experienced more than some older people because I survived myself. This book is about loosing everyone and finding myself. At the same time, you will see how everything started, and how I began to write. These are my stories!