Book excerpt: A party in the Hollywood Hills.A perfectly timed smoke break.A chance encounter.From the moment I laid eyes on Judah Colt, I knew I was screwed.He was a whirlwind of emotions, a disastrous tornado of need,while I was only searching fora taste of reckless abandon and a chance to let go.What I got was almost more than I could handle.In the blink of an eye, I was no longer just a fan,a girl with an obsession, but instead I becamea necessity--to the music, to the fans, to Judah himself.Together, we were a chaotic mess of feelings, fears, and attitudes,but apart it all got worse.Neither of us were ready for love--especially not the kindwe found--but once we started...there was no going back.We are Phoenix and Judah.Nix and Jude.Baby Bird and her Skyscraper.Me and my twin flame.NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR: This is a work of fictionwith mature themes such as emotional trauma, drug use,strong language, infidelity, and suicide references. It is notrecommended for anyone under the age of 18.